Is There Are Any Cure?

那有治疗的方法吗？

我有一个很浅的脑瘫，这对我来说也不是一个麻烦。但是，我老是想象如果那儿有没有治疗脑瘫的方法。我以前问过我的阿姨，然后她说我的脑瘫可能是时间上最好的。我同意，但是，我想有残疾。因为这样我就可以成为一个正常人。如果我想做什么，我就能做什么。没有人会笑我的因为我会跟别人一样。

有一次我的朋友说没有有治疗脑瘫的方法，但是是很冒险的。如果成功的话，那你就没有脑瘫了。如果没成功，那你就会死。我想了想，如果我冒这个险，而且很成功的话，那我就是一个正正常常的人。这样我就不会奋斗那么多的东西了。另一方面，我对这个没有问题，我的残疾并没有什么障碍的。所以这根本就不值得。

一天我妈妈说潘小卫，一个我福利院的朋友，他有脊柱侧弯，要有一个手术。那时候我就想：如果他们可以治疗他的残疾，那他们就可以治疗其他的残疾。所以我问了妈妈，她说不行因为我的残疾是在脑子里。我点了点头。那时候我并不懂为什么，不过现在我知道脑瘫是一个不会变好也不会变差的残疾病。

说到这儿，我有一点点反抗。我觉得如果我从小就被训练，然后我就可以是一个正常人了。我妈妈不同意我。但是，这挺有道理的，因为你笑的时候学的会更快，对吧？

现在，我回想了一下。或许有的并不是因为我的残疾。或许是因为别的跟我的残疾一点都没有关系的东西。

I have a mild CP(Cerebral Palsy), it doesn't really bother me. However, I always wonder if there are any cure for CP. I asked this to my nanny, and she said that my CP is probably the most mild in the world. I agree, however, I don't want to have disability. Because that way I can be a normal person. I can do anything that I want. Nobody would laugh at me because I would be same as everybody else.

One time my friend said that in America has a cure for CP, but it's very risk. If it went well, then you don't have CP anymore. If it didn't, then you might die. I thought about it, if I take a chance and it well, then I would be perfectly normal. Then I would not struggle with so many things. On the other side, I am ok with it, my disability didn't really get out of my way. So it's not worse for it.

One day my mom said that Jack, which is my friend in the orphanage and had a scoliosis, is going to have surgery. That times I thought: If they can fix his disability, then they can fix other disability. So I asked mom, and she said no because my disability is on the brain. I nodded. At that time I didn't understand why, but now I know that CP is a disability that isn't going to be better or worst.

Talking about that, I little bit disagree. I think if I been train when I was little, then I could be like a normal person. My mom disagree with me. However, it make sense, because you learned fast when you are younger. Right?

Now, I'm thinking back. Maybe some of it isn't because of my disability. Maybe is other thing that has nothing to do with my disability.